It was all fake & false.
What you saw was designed by me; false ‘me’.
I was insecure, had many flaws & limitations to face the world.
Sometimes, I knew it wouldn’t help, It wouldn’t make me happy
yet, I falsified. I twisted my soul & rejected its plea to be the real one.
To hide my insecurities & flaws, I had summoned a fake spirit in me, which never existed.
‘A chirpy & happy, false spirit.’
The time has changed, so am I. I have come so far now…
After lying & falsifying for ages, I am tired now.
I have no plans to pretend anymore to hide the pains & the wounds of my soul & body.
I am ready to accept the consequences & stand strongly on its face.
Let it make the world against, yet I would be happy to see my soul supporting my battle.
Don’t ask me to be the same who I was, I shall reject your plea once again.
Remember, I twisted myself multiple time just for all of you,
while you ‘re relishing the sight of my plight; I was struggling to fit further into those masks.
Here I take a final bow, before bid my final adieu on the stage.
The show is over now.
I would see my face in the mirror, with all the gleam & youthfulness in these eyes,
and, with a pride I would say, It’s a real ‘I’.